Aims for the next 2 months:

1) Exercise as much as possible a week - half to one hour jogs/swims whenever i'm free
2) Eat healthily - Snack on fruits when im hungry, eat more vegetables during meals
3) Eat when hungry but stop when I feel lightly full
4) Focus on Cardio
5) No sweet drinks

To be honest, i've been having A LOT of self image issues recently. My face / body / hair / everything basically. A lot of people retort and say that i'm skinny and I don't need to lose weight. Truth is, I KNOW im not FAT but I'm not happy with the way I look. I'm bottom heavy and that makes me very displeased with myself. My clothes are getting tighter - I used to love wearing jeans, but all my jeans are getting so tight it's unbearable. And my arms omg, my muscles have turn to fats AND IT'S NOT FUNNY. I don't like how it's unproportionate to my body.

Ugh. Track has destroyed my once very skinny body (lol).

I would prefer if people didn't keep telling me they think im skinny because as much as you may think so, I know i'm not skinny at least bottom and arm wise.

I really hope my 'plan' works out. It's going to be SO hard for me to exercise very regularly especially since work makes me so tired every single day. Perhaps when I'm no longer working will I be able to exercise more regularly and control my diet.

Sigh, we'll see how it goes.