yet to come to terms with everything.

i wish i could just disappear.

Sometimes I feel like such an oddball, so out of place. Am I really so different? I have yet to find somewhere I can really fit in. At times like this I really miss my closest friends and I feel like crying just thinking about how much I miss them and how they aren't that much in my life anymore.

Maybe I am just stressed out over the hectic month.

But I can't help but wonder

Why

/

On the brighter side of things, I really think I have the best friends in the world.